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The Gift Of Eternal Sleep

by Doomsilla

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Repulsed By The existence of Humanity These fucking peasants surround me Pathetic fools dying for a taste Misery and hatred that live inside me That I will take to my shallow grave There is no hopes of any salvation These goddamn drugs have worn off quick I've dug deep into your book of answers Only to leave with nothing but shit Drowning in this glass of sorrow Reflecting in this pool of blood Nourished in youth to find the beauty But sometimes faith just isn't enough I will not be a guest of your slaughter I know what it is to cut too deep Despise has finally consumed me Repulsed by the existence of humanity I've tried to leave the past behind But still the echoes haunt my dreams My will is this disease inside my heart That only my demise can save me from Oh sweet death blessed pain killer Only if there was strength to slit these wrists To my family I have become a burden Rid my lifeless corpse from this bed of piss There is some truth in empty words The parade begins led by the hearse Heartache for some the end of ones suffering Tomorrow without you the world goes on There is no prayers for survival A bitter fact some can not accept Do you choose to live in denial? Or have you learned to worship death These pills are laid out for you Question is when do you wash it down In fear do you sip slowly? Or in triumph do you tragically drown. My thoughts are decaying inside Soul eating poisons gnaw at my brain I've tried to leave my demons behind me But still they curse my goddamn name When is the freedom from the misery? Please God stop this pain Every night I dream I am burning Have I finally gone insane? Feasts of pills sedate zombie coffin fillers Loved ones pray secretly for them to finally die Reflections of a corpse lost in a maze of dementia The final film is of your life Swept away behind the curtain of darkness The image of death burnt in your eyes
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Escaping the SkinTomb Things are not what they seem to be Your Peace is nothing but isolation Sanity wasn't the only sacrifice My funeral will be the only celebration We are always loved in loss May I be the envy of the suffering? I am dying I've tried to warn you My soul is rotting Inside my skin tomb No more dreaming Wounds are seeping This infection Has consumed me Torment and pain…fuck... take my goddamn life Eye to eye With the beast Whose wisdom Awoken me Mixing death Over the flame Into the skull Over my grave At her feet I vomit blood She shows her fang As if she's won Black smoke will rise Right before you die Even thing you've touched Will be forsaken A human sickness we call compassion The emotion who dwells in disguise At times I have fallen into desire But always with caskets in my eyes The last pleas for forgiveness Burying these dirty black hearts There is no denying the death rattles This is when true end starts Buzzards circling Skin is burning The death is so heavy It crushes the skull This hell we live in Slowly kills us No mercy or treaty As we burry our dead Worship the rotting Who died for nothing An eternity in hell For choosing to be free Another Baltic winter Our blood must be thinner We drink ourselves to death Under this crystal sky Crawling back into my hole to die alone Death we call you Death we fear you Death we Lust you Death is all in the mind Death we savior you Death we mock you Death we worship you Until it's our time
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Dead flies have gathered like a mass suicide at your feet Hands spread wide like some fucking Christ want to be Our insignificance too much for your faith stained mind With venom we creep we sold our souls to take your life Knocked off your soapbox bash out your rotten teeth Tear out your eyes as a sledge hammer smashes your knees Skin you slowly in a bath of salt and piss You knew one day you would die but never thought like this Bloody fingers leave portraits of pain clawing walls but there is no escape Your circus has come to an end over and over you plea for death Writhe in sick twisted agony Stare deep in these eyes in despise You lived like a king but you die like a pig In time well drain your pathetic life Punishment for what you've done Judgment by the blade of the slaves Screams of hate yell spill the blood Piercing red eyes from their ghostly pale face Death points at you You cannot deny it Come home The starving wait to feed on your corpse It's the most you have even given Bound in a room of mirrors so you can violently see Your guts and heart cut out to fucked to believe The light dies but you can feel their twisted stares Save your prayers god performs no miracles here It is a hatred that only the the chosen have know The weight on the spine of a thousand rotten souls Tormented fingers ripping into your charred flesh Soothed by your misery dying for your final breath Darkness has come for you There is no escape Welcome home Welcome to hell Standing before the kingdom of hate In flesh and flames I will drown Merciful Lord let that be you but then the voice Welcome to hell Gazing deep into my death Eye to eye with the gods below A putrid shadow takes my hand And whispers This is the the suffering I breathe my final breath Bleeding from this razor crown Dying This is the suffering Dying
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Angels Draped In Black A fatal wound Clinging to life Making peace with god Before you die No hope for tomorrow The story ends today The angels draped in black Have come to show you the way Slowly dying praying for it to end With a crucifix clenched in your fist Choking on ash that's burning the lungs Reaching for a savior but there were none There is no cheating death Every day is another goodbye Will it be the pain in your chest? Or that poison that lives inside Still there's hope in your eyes Until someone killed the lights Box sealed shut Laid to rest Silver coffin lining Matched your Sunday best They will mourn You begin to decay The angels draped in black Have come to show you the way Take death's hand walk into the fog Crossing boiling rivers of sinner's blood Closer and closer led by tormented screams Hint of napalm in the breeze Paralyzing flashes in your mind Burnt images of tragedies in your life 45 years old and 25 dead friends Never another sunrise There will be no mercy from God You will pay for your sins Where is the salvation It's the hour of your death Not one face here is familiar Down in this fiery pit Clawed violently is your body By the Vermin of Hell The disease spreads so quickly Even the flowers on your grave wilt The shadows lurk behind you As the darkness slowly grinds you All the souls will rot Burning are the deniers Melting with the believers splattered are the walls It's beyond pure evil Impaled as a reminder Corpses sway like flags Not a soul left to save Everything is fuckin dead clouds of poison rise and swirl in the raging fires swarmed by Satan's ghouls in the kingdom of the liar The prize is eternal suffering Endless agony and pain Your sentence began On your death bed The price for the blood on your hands Punishment for unholy desires Endless days of burning flesh Dying in the most sadistic ways again and again and again The snakes here all know your name There will be no mercy for your life of sin Blistering flesh peeling from blistering souls Serenaded by a cloaked choir with slit throats The Darkness and pain You'll now know it well You were romanced by the devil And now you've been cast to hell And the suffering will be endless No one gets out of here alive Your prayers for forgiveness Have been denied! Twisting slowly in the belly of the beast Haunted weeping and gnashing teeth Horrid faces of who are dying inside Now a possession of the antichrist There is no escape 10 thousand piercing eyes on you Tearing at your own flesh The reality has set in Slowly consumed by the flames Now you'll burn in hell
5.
The Gift Of Eternal Sleep The end is so close Cold darkness and pain The rain never fucking stops These are my final days Hell is what it is We all must burn As this shit world turns Still we never learn The emptiness of sorrow Intoxicated to feel alive Peering deep into my hollow Repulsively rotting inside Some say that Jesus will be here soon With the keys to the afterlife Others know were cursed to hell Do you choose to gaze at death or choose to die blind? Looking out this window memories of another time Slowly you lose your will, strength and your mind Consumed by hate and now you lose your sight The gears no longer turn sick of this fucking life When you're dead inside And the poison has taken over When you dream of your death and there is nothing else left except de-composure I ask who do I have to kill to escape this fucking nightmare Beaten bloodied total fucking gore Let this be my grave Take away this pain Make the voices stop Everything that I love dies And everything that I touch rots Do you fear the flames? Some of us hope they rise higher You can keep your eternity I lost any goddamn desire We must accept the end It's just part of the path I've never dreamed in color I only dream in black I carried my own cross Got lost in the Promised Land My life is of a loner No peace, no family or friends Look deep and you will find Years of wasted time Saving yourself for a moment That may never come When they close the coffin Will I finally rest in peace? Sink into the depths of hell Or slip into the eternal gift of sleep When those maggots feed In this cycle of decay When the midnight creatures Slowly make their way Excited by the moon They howl like hell to the sky Starving reapers wait To take another life
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Mr Crowley 06:26
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Violent Revolutionary Twisting knife Into the spine Collapsing limbs As the body dies Twitching as your vision fades The last thing you see is the devils face Ultimate sacrifice Drink this blood I speak for god Obey I destroy We destroy Let them come A mind to wash A mind to fuck A father to the naive I must kill We must kill Hail the Divine Obey Blood pact...cutthroat Never question the insane Devotion...repulsion The sedated children of night Madness...murder Killing for some lunatic acid Christ Revolutionary...suicide The stench of a decomposing congregation Sorrow haunts the fog Glowing pale skin of the dead Fingers clenched till the end Lifeless eyes stare in regret The morning after The horrors set in Reflections in the scythe/When the dying won't die Another Reapers eve Time to collect the dead Haunted by the pleas That come with Death Fate's Serpent strikes Suffering has no rest The vibrating glottis Justices final hiss Strapped, tagged and blessed 3000 volts run through the veins The execution must go on When the dying won't die Blood slowly pours from the eyes A swelling brain scrapes the skull As you slip into the unknown Here comes the darkness Convulsing but lifeless Killed like a diseased rat Slumped over in that electric chair The death waves are crushing Why the fuck aren't I dying My deal with the devil Wasn't supposed to end this way

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released February 1, 2024

Tony Anderson vocals, Derek Roddy drums, Mike Poggione bass, Jim Ross guitars and acid vibes, Gruesome Gorejuice additional screams. Artwork cover and logo by MarkCooperArt.com

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