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Repulsed By The existence of Humanity
These fucking peasants surround me
Pathetic fools dying for a taste
Misery and hatred that live inside me
That I will take to my shallow grave
There is no hopes of any salvation
These goddamn drugs have worn off quick
I've dug deep into your book of answers
Only to leave with nothing but shit
Drowning in this glass of sorrow
Reflecting in this pool of blood
Nourished in youth to find the beauty
But sometimes faith just isn't enough
I will not be a guest of your slaughter
I know what it is to cut too deep
Despise has finally consumed me
Repulsed by the existence of humanity
I've tried to leave the past behind
But still the echoes haunt my dreams
My will is this disease inside my heart
That only my demise can save me from
Oh sweet death blessed pain killer
Only if there was strength to slit these wrists
To my family I have become a burden
Rid my lifeless corpse from this bed of piss
There is some truth in empty words
The parade begins led by the hearse
Heartache for some the end of ones suffering
Tomorrow without you the world goes on
There is no prayers for survival
A bitter fact some can not accept
Do you choose to live in denial?
Or have you learned to worship death
These pills are laid out for you
Question is when do you wash it down
In fear do you sip slowly?
Or in triumph do you tragically drown.
My thoughts are decaying inside
Soul eating poisons gnaw at my brain
I've tried to leave my demons behind me
But still they curse my goddamn name
When is the freedom from the misery?
Please God stop this pain
Every night I dream I am burning
Have I finally gone insane?
Feasts of pills sedate zombie coffin fillers
Loved ones pray secretly for them to finally die
Reflections of a corpse lost in a maze of dementia
The final film is of your life
Swept away behind the curtain of darkness
The image of death burnt in your eyes
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2. |
Escaping The Skin Tomb
08:18
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Escaping the SkinTomb
Things are not what they seem to be
Your Peace is nothing but isolation
Sanity wasn't the only sacrifice
My funeral will be the only celebration
We are always loved in loss
May I be the envy of the suffering?
I am dying
I've tried to warn you
My soul is rotting
Inside my skin tomb
No more dreaming
Wounds are seeping
This infection
Has consumed me
Torment and pain…fuck... take my goddamn life
Eye to eye
With the beast
Whose wisdom
Awoken me
Mixing death
Over the flame
Into the skull
Over my grave
At her feet
I vomit blood
She shows her fang
As if she's won
Black smoke will rise
Right before you die
Even thing you've touched
Will be forsaken
A human sickness we call compassion
The emotion who dwells in disguise
At times I have fallen into desire
But always with caskets in my eyes
The last pleas for forgiveness
Burying these dirty black hearts
There is no denying the death rattles
This is when true end starts
Buzzards circling
Skin is burning
The death is so heavy
It crushes the skull
This hell we live in
Slowly kills us
No mercy or treaty
As we burry our dead
Worship the rotting
Who died for nothing
An eternity in hell
For choosing to be free
Another Baltic winter
Our blood must be thinner
We drink ourselves to death
Under this crystal sky
Crawling back into my hole to die alone
Death we call you
Death we fear you
Death we Lust you
Death is all in the mind
Death we savior you
Death we mock you
Death we worship you
Until it's our time
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3. |
Gazing Into Death
06:51
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Dead flies have gathered like a mass suicide at your feet
Hands spread wide like some fucking Christ want to be
Our insignificance too much for your faith stained mind
With venom we creep we sold our souls to take your life
Knocked off your soapbox bash out your rotten teeth
Tear out your eyes as a sledge hammer smashes your knees
Skin you slowly in a bath of salt and piss
You knew one day you would die but never thought like this
Bloody fingers leave portraits of pain
clawing walls but there is no escape
Your circus has come to an end
over and over you plea for death
Writhe in sick twisted agony
Stare deep in these eyes in despise
You lived like a king but you die like a pig
In time well drain your pathetic life
Punishment for what you've done
Judgment by the blade of the slaves
Screams of hate yell spill the blood
Piercing red eyes from their ghostly pale face
Death points at you
You cannot deny it
Come home
The starving wait to feed on your corpse
It's the most you have even given
Bound in a room of mirrors so you can violently see
Your guts and heart cut out to fucked to believe
The light dies but you can feel their twisted stares
Save your prayers god performs no miracles here
It is a hatred that only the the chosen have know
The weight on the spine of a thousand rotten souls
Tormented fingers ripping into your charred flesh
Soothed by your misery dying for your final breath
Darkness has come for you
There is no escape
Welcome home
Welcome to hell
Standing before the kingdom of hate
In flesh and flames I will drown
Merciful Lord let that be you
but then the voice
Welcome to hell
Gazing deep into my death
Eye to eye with the gods below
A putrid shadow takes my hand
And whispers
This is the the suffering
I breathe my final breath
Bleeding from this razor crown
Dying
This is the suffering
Dying
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4. |
Angels Draped In Black
10:04
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Angels Draped In Black
A fatal wound
Clinging to life
Making peace with god
Before you die
No hope for tomorrow
The story ends today
The angels draped in black
Have come to show you the way
Slowly dying praying for it to end
With a crucifix clenched in your fist
Choking on ash that's burning the lungs
Reaching for a savior but there were none
There is no cheating death
Every day is another goodbye
Will it be the pain in your chest?
Or that poison that lives inside
Still there's hope in your eyes
Until someone killed the lights
Box sealed shut
Laid to rest
Silver coffin lining
Matched your Sunday best
They will mourn
You begin to decay
The angels draped in black
Have come to show you the way
Take death's hand walk into the fog
Crossing boiling rivers of sinner's blood
Closer and closer led by tormented screams
Hint of napalm in the breeze
Paralyzing flashes in your mind
Burnt images of tragedies in your life
45 years old and 25 dead friends
Never another sunrise
There will be no mercy from God
You will pay for your sins
Where is the salvation
It's the hour of your death
Not one face here is familiar
Down in this fiery pit
Clawed violently is your body
By the Vermin of Hell
The disease spreads so quickly
Even the flowers on your grave wilt
The shadows lurk behind you
As the darkness slowly grinds you
All the souls will rot
Burning are the deniers
Melting with the believers
splattered are the walls
It's beyond pure evil
Impaled as a reminder
Corpses sway like flags
Not a soul left to save
Everything is fuckin dead
clouds of poison rise
and swirl in the raging fires
swarmed by Satan's ghouls
in the kingdom of the liar
The prize is eternal suffering
Endless agony and pain
Your sentence began
On your death bed
The price for the blood on your hands
Punishment for unholy desires
Endless days of burning flesh
Dying in the most sadistic ways again and again and again
The snakes here all know your name
There will be no mercy for your life of sin
Blistering flesh peeling from blistering souls
Serenaded by a cloaked choir with slit throats
The Darkness and pain
You'll now know it well
You were romanced by the devil
And now you've been cast to hell
And the suffering will be endless
No one gets out of here alive
Your prayers for forgiveness
Have been denied!
Twisting slowly in the belly of the beast
Haunted weeping and gnashing teeth
Horrid faces of who are dying inside
Now a possession of the antichrist
There is no escape
10 thousand piercing eyes on you
Tearing at your own flesh
The reality has set in
Slowly consumed by the flames
Now you'll burn in hell
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The Gift Of Eternal Sleep
The end is so close
Cold darkness and pain
The rain never fucking stops
These are my final days
Hell is what it is
We all must burn
As this shit world turns
Still we never learn
The emptiness of sorrow
Intoxicated to feel alive
Peering deep into my hollow
Repulsively rotting inside
Some say that Jesus will be here soon
With the keys to the afterlife
Others know were cursed to hell
Do you choose to gaze at death or choose to die blind?
Looking out this window memories of another time
Slowly you lose your will, strength and your mind
Consumed by hate and now you lose your sight
The gears no longer turn sick of this fucking life
When you're dead inside
And the poison has taken over
When you dream of your death and there is nothing else left except de-composure
I ask who do I have to kill to escape this fucking nightmare
Beaten bloodied total fucking gore
Let this be my grave
Take away this pain
Make the voices stop
Everything that I love dies
And everything that I touch rots
Do you fear the flames?
Some of us hope they rise higher
You can keep your eternity
I lost any goddamn desire
We must accept the end
It's just part of the path
I've never dreamed in color
I only dream in black
I carried my own cross
Got lost in the Promised Land
My life is of a loner
No peace, no family or friends
Look deep and you will find
Years of wasted time
Saving yourself for a moment
That may never come
When they close the coffin
Will I finally rest in peace?
Sink into the depths of hell
Or slip into the eternal gift of sleep
When those maggots feed
In this cycle of decay
When the midnight creatures
Slowly make their way
Excited by the moon
They howl like hell to the sky
Starving reapers wait
To take another life
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6. |
Mr Crowley
06:26
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7. |
Violent Revolutionary
12:35
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Violent Revolutionary
Twisting knife
Into the spine
Collapsing limbs
As the body dies
Twitching as your vision fades
The last thing you see is the devils face
Ultimate sacrifice
Drink this blood
I speak for god
Obey
I destroy
We destroy
Let them come
A mind to wash
A mind to fuck
A father to the naive
I must kill
We must kill
Hail the Divine
Obey
Blood pact...cutthroat
Never question the insane
Devotion...repulsion
The sedated children of night
Madness...murder
Killing for some lunatic acid Christ
Revolutionary...suicide
The stench of a decomposing congregation
Sorrow haunts the fog
Glowing pale skin of the dead
Fingers clenched till the end
Lifeless eyes stare in regret
The morning after
The horrors set in
Reflections in the scythe/When the dying won't die
Another Reapers eve
Time to collect the dead
Haunted by the pleas
That come with Death
Fate's Serpent strikes
Suffering has no rest
The vibrating glottis
Justices final hiss
Strapped, tagged and blessed
3000 volts run through the veins
The execution must go on
When the dying won't die
Blood slowly pours from the eyes
A swelling brain scrapes the skull
As you slip into the unknown
Here comes the darkness
Convulsing but lifeless
Killed like a diseased rat
Slumped over in that electric chair
The death waves are crushing
Why the fuck aren't I dying
My deal with the devil
Wasn't supposed to end this way
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